Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes
Well, it's April, and that means a new fiscal year at work, which also means it's time for an organizational change. It's a yearly event really, only this time, it actually makes sense. In the past, I felt like our group was just floating along without much direction. Now, I think we have someone in charge that will make good things happen, like collaboration between all of the technology groups, standardization, and the use of commercial tools instead of us using our script-fu skills to pull system configs. I think this is a great change for the long run of the group and the company.
Unfortunately for me, I doubt I'll be around long enough to really see all of the change take place. I just can't handle all of the travel. I'm out Monday - Friday this week, M-F next week, M-Thursday next week, and M-F the following week. I like my job and all, but there's no way it's worth missing all of that time with my wife, family, and friends. I don't see how some of the people at work can't understand that. Some of them are missing all sorts of time with their wife and children, and that's time they can never, ever get back. No amount of money can bring that time back, and for me, no amount of money is worth missing those times in life. In a few years, we will likely be ready to have kids, and I'm not waiting until then to quit this job. I want to strengthen my relationship with my wife NOW, so that when we're ready for kids, we will have a good foundation to work from.
Of course, a new job means there has to be one that I can find, one that fits what I'm looking for, and that company has to hire me. So for now, I'm impatiently waiting. I really wish I knew why God was allowing me to go through all of this. I see no point in spending all of this time away from my wife, so it's really hard to understand His plan, and hard to wait patiently for Him to provide the way out. Anyhow, I just hope and pray it comes soon...